It was easy when you were younger.

Fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail.
That is how I am.
Fail.

Cancelled all birthday plans.
Mum says that my family won't let me down.
Awesome.
But my friends will.
& That'll hurt more than she understands. So. Cancelled.

All I do is aggravate Sam. Supposed to go to Lincoln with him tonight for a couple of night. I'm not. Haven't told him yet. But I'm sure he won't mind. He was gonna go without me anyway. Plus I'm sure he could do without the headache that is me.

I can't be happy. I'm sorry.