Something kinda oooh.

So I have a plan type thing. And I need to write it down in order to stick to it.

Money;

To buy (in this order);

• New phone (LG)
• Hair cut (new style.)
• Hair dye (Bright pink again or blue?)
• Holiday (Alicante. Dads House.)
• New tattoo. (Totoro design)

Also, everything from Piggy gets saved and will go towards;

• Costumes/accessories/clothes/etc for photoshoots (Too many nice things in Kiss and Make-Up that I want!)
• New lens’ and accessories for my Nikon.

I also want to start Flickrs Project 365 self portrait thing. It’ll be a challenge, but let’s see! I’ll start tomorrow. (Monday 3rd Aug.)

Playing Dead

Photography by Miss Tifa Leigh.

Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year.

I hope so.

I think I'm on an up. I give it a week at most. Ha.

Work either rocks or sucks. Most days are either Yey or Nay. It really is black & white...

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I wonder if you ever think of me.

Sometimes, I miss my party lifestyle.
Sometimes, I love my domestic lifestyle.
I'm so torn.

A special melody.

Thank you.

You are my sunshine.

I haven't updated in a while. And even my last update was just photos.

Basically, there was a lot of family stuff going on, and I actually really enjoyed it. Hence, photos. Then again, I see SophieSuds and EllaBella so little, that to see them both twice in two days was fantastic. It was a massive lift to my mood that I definatly needed.

Other than that, my mood? Not been so great lately. There's a lot of stuff goin on at work, at home and in my mind. Also with my friends. Due to having some kind of social anxiety or other, I haven;t been able to find it in myself to, well, socialise. Turns out, I've missed all the drama. Still not 100% sure of what's going on, but what I am sure of is things are never gong to be the same again and that hurts me. A lot.

Everyone seems to have turned their back o Counsell, but to me, he's my brother, and I will never turn my back on him. So I feel like I'm always defending Counsell.

Yes, he slipped up. But he would have forgiven them in the same circumstance, and instead they're turning their back on him.

But I guess I just don't know the full story, but I really don't see how on Earth people can be so quick to throw away such long, strong, friendships.

I don't know, but that shit's getting me down. My own mind is getting me down. Work is getting me down. And I just want Counsell to come home, because I miss my brother like crazy. He's been thousands of miles away, in a warzone, and he's been there for me more than everyone else (aside from Sam, of course.).

Let it roll.